Well, things have been just great lately. Not too much new to tell, but things have been going very well. My wife hasn’t taken any new steps forward, I don’t think, but she also hasn’t taken any back.
There was an awkward situation last weekend, though. I had been sick all week and hadn’t eaten very much so I was starting to get light headed. One of my sons was not being a very good listener so I started reprimanding him. Well, he chose to ignore me and become more obnoxious and I started yelling. This continued for a couple of minutes until my wife yelled at both of us and told me to leave the room because she was tired of listening to us. I was taken aback and upset, but a part of me took great joy in it. To have her just yell at me and boss me around felt so wonderful. However, I felt it was completely inappropriate at the time and I sat down and refused to leave because I felt that I was in the middle of trying to discipline our child, and for me to stop because he wouldn’t behave would have been wrong. I think my wife also quickly realised this. When my son complained to her that I wasn’t leaving she replied “I’m not the boss of your daddy”. Ouch! I was worried that perhaps I had just royally screwed things up. But, within minutes everything seemed to go back to normal and everyone was happy, etc. But, I was still a bit worried for the next few days that things might have changed.
On the positive side, however, my wife seems to be having better(?), stronger(?) and multiple orgasms lately. A few months ago she was more concerned that she wouldn’t have orgasms. Two nights ago I was worried that I hadn’t been able to bring her to orgasm because she just kept going. In fact, she had THREE orgasms! The first was coital, the second was oral, and the third was manual (with a little help from me!).
God I was so happy as she beamed in post orgasmic bliss. It brought me so much pleasure to go and get her some water afterward, and come back and see a giant wet spot on my side of the bed, lol. It’s funny to think about, but it really makes me feel good to know that such little things can bring pleasure to us both.
As I mentioned in an earlier post, my earliest fantasies were about being submissive and to some degree humiliation. I understand the difference between reality and fantasy, however. In reality I’ve never wanted humiliation at all. I couldn’t imagine it feeling good at all. Fantasy, sure. Reality, no way. But a thought occurred to me after making love to my wife the other night. I couldn’t remember the last time she tasted my cum. Now, she gives me oral all the time (less often these days, but I’m perfectly alright with that), but usually the oral is part of the fore play, or even just to lubricate before intercourse. But even back in our younger dating days, when the point was a “blow job”, it just didn’t work out. I think she gives the most amazing head in the world, but something just holds me back from cumming and she usually tires out before I can orgasm. So, “blow jobs” in the past have actually been oral turning into “hand jobs” that finish with her mouth on my cock while (by this time) I masturbate. So, it’s never been that common seeing as how it kind of loses something by the end, lol. Nevertheless, it seems like she had my cum in her mouth a lot more often in the past. But I honestly couldn’t tell you the last time that was.
Now, I was thinking about this because I had cum from both her and I on my face as I lay next to her after her multiple orgasms while she glowed with pleasure. I’ve gone down on her many times now after cumming inside her. So, as I lay next to her a strange new feeling came over me. I didn’t quite understand it, but it felt good. It felt so good, in fact, that I became immediately aroused. It was this thought that I’ve had my own cum in my mouth lately, and she hasn’t. And I lick it up as I bring pleasure to her. Aaaaaahhhhhhhh…. Just thinking about it gets me hard and fired up! I’ve never felt this before but it’s so intense and amazing! I just think about it over and over. I mean, this is just the sexiest friggan thing in the world to me right now. Eating my cum out of my wife while she has multiple orgasms leaving a giant wet spot where I sleep. YAY!!!
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