Things are looking up

Things have remained pretty mellow in the WLM department.  I think it mostly has to do with the fact that my wife has had a bad cold for a couple of weeks now.  She’s just starting to feel better.  Of course, I’m starting to feel crappy.  Typical.

On the plus side my wife has managed to do a few small things that have put me into a more submissive frame of mind.  It’s so strange how I go back and forth.  For some reason I feel so much more at ease when I’m in a submissive mindset, yet when I’m not in that frame of mind I can’t imagine why I would want to be in that frame of mind.  Very strange.

Saturday night, after getting home from work very late (about 2:30 am) my wife stirred from her sleep just enough to say, “my toys are on your pillow for you to clean”.  I was soooo horny I immediately grabbed them and licked them clean before washing them.  That act alone put me into a mini-sub space.  I returned to the room, put them away and asked if I could be allowed to go down on her.  She replied that she was too tired.  I wasn’t upset as I expected her to be too tired.  I was just happy she was feeling better enough to even want to masturbate.  Frankly, having her get off without me probably did more for me than had I been involved.

There have been other little things as well.  Comments made here and there, things like that.  Just enough to let me know that the lull has to do with her not feeling well and stressed about work.  It doesn’t have anything to do with our arrangement.

Speaking of which, Wednesday marks our first anniversary in the arrangement.  Speaking on the phone to my wife a little while ago I mentioned this to her.

“Really, a year has gone by already?  What are you going to do for me?”

That was a very nice response to get.  She didn’t ask what we could do, or talk about how we could celebrate.  She responded by asking me what I was going to do for her to mark the occasion.  How exciting!  Of course, I have no idea what I’m going to do.  The few things I’ve thought about excite me so much it makes me feel like I’m doing it more for me than for her.

Any suggestions?

One Response

  1. Dinner, candles, pampering and lots of loving attention. I won’t score high on the kink-o-meter but your wife will probably appreciate it much more. When she is happy with you, the more likely she will be to reward you with somthing wife led of her own choosing.

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